Marc Piscotty for NBC News
Tom Mauser, the father of Columbine High School shooting victim Daniel Mauser, is pictured at his home in Littleton, Colo. Mauser has been an activist for increased gun control in the wake of his own experiences and in light of the Century 16 Movie Theaters shootings at the Aurora Town Center on Friday.
Denver-area residents – especially those who lived through the Columbine shootings near Littleton, Colo. – awoke to Friday's news, unleashed a collective gasp and murmured into their TVs, phones and laptops: “Not Colorado. Not again.”
In Mile High City coffee shops and on shady neighborhood streets, most gazes were blank and most heads were silently shaking, as we shared a nauseating rush of déjà vu, a mutual boot to the belly.
Or, in the case of Tom Mauser, who lost his son, Daniel, during the 1999 shootings at Columbine High School, a painful sensation of another sort.
“Mine was more like a kick to the groin,” Mauser said. “My phone had been ringing since 5 a.m. (with friends seeking to relay the news) but I didn’t answer. At 6:30, another call. Then I turned on the TV. It was unreal to see this once more.”
“A wave of horror,” said Diane Carman, who covered Columbine for the Denver Post. “Although the incident was very different from Columbine, the impact on the community is similar in that the victims are so random and the crime is so senseless.”
At a gym near his home in Niwot, Colo., northwest of Denver, Mike Hart noticed, he said, “the scene was weird, like everyone was walking around stunned, staring at the televisions throughout … Not Colorado, not again.”
Before the movie theater rampage in Aurora early Friday that killed 12 and wounded dozens, the summer of 2012 had already been usually cruel in Colorado after a series of wildfires torched more than 500 homes and killed three people.
Suspect James Eagan Holmes reportedly never said a word while allegedly shooting 71 people and killing 12 in a sold-out showing for Batman movie "The Dark Knight Rises." Colorado Governor John Hickenlooper said it was "the act of a very deranged mind." NBC's Miguel Almaguer reports.
“It's one more awful tragedy in what has seemed like an apocalyptic summer,” said Carman, now director of communications for the University of Colorado of Denver School of Public Affairs.
But it is the terrible echo of Columbine that truly has fueled local feelings that mass murder somehow seems stuck on a surreal loop. In that attack, carried out by two Columbine students, 12 teenagers and one teacher were killed and 21 other people were wounded.
“The main reaction from me is: what the hell is happening to us?” Mauser said.
“Haven't we had enough tragedy?” asked Hart.
As many as 12 people were killed and 50 injured at a shooting at the Century 16 movie theatre in Aurora, Colo. early Friday during the showing of the latest Batman movie.
“Columbine is just etched in everybody’s memory. And nationally, it really became a jumping off point for discussions of violence in America,” Hart said. “Whenever there’s a senseless shooting of innocent people, in the articles written, they always say it’s been nine years, or 10 years or 13 years since the last senseless mass murder – Columbine.”
In that way, Hart believes, the cinema killings in Aurora won’t make Colorado infamous as a beautiful state where ugly, mass tragedies go down.
“Unfortunately, I think we may already have a reputation,” said Hart, Chief Operating Officer at Boulder-based Bolder BioTechnology, Inc.
After barely escaping a mall shooting last month, aspiring sports reporter Jessica Ghawi did not survive the theater shooting. Her brother spoke to reporters about her remarkable spirit. NBC's Kristen Dahlgren reports.
“Yes, we’ve had two mass shootings that especially resonated with people. Yes, we are tainted by gun violence. But our rate of gun violence in Colorado is no where near what it is in other states. If people are trying to make us into the Wild West, I think that’s a bad rap,” added Mauser, who today works as the spokesman for Colorado Ceasefire, the only gun control group in Colorado that endorses and supports certain candidates for elected office. He also recently self-published a book about losing his son at Columbine, “Walking in Daniel’s Shoes.”
“It’s pretty early to draw a conclusion” as to whether the rest of the nation or the world will look at Colorado as an unruly, gun-happy place, Carman said.
“But let’s face it, Colorado has always been very pro-gun-rights state. And there is an undercurrent of an old frontier mentality here. So I would suspect that people would divide along those kind of lines on this issue,” she added. “Some will still feel that (gun ownership) is a strong tradition and value here. But there are some who will suggest that maybe it’s time to reconsider that.”
NBC News contributor Bill Briggs and Tom Mauser of Ceasefire Colorado talk with MSNBC's Chris Jansing about how the community will move forward from the shooting in Aurora, and what could be done to keep something like it from happening again.
Related content from NBCNews.com:
- Man calling himself the Joker kills 12, wounds 59 at 'Dark Knight Rises' premiere
- Shooting suspect was buying guns, dropping out of neuroscience program
- Police: 'Sophisticated' booby-trap in Colorado shooting suspect's apartment
- Raw audio documents eerie first moments of Colo. theater shooting
- Families, friends anxiously await word of missing moviegoers
- Mass murderers often not mentally ill, but seeking revenge, experts say
- Woman who died in Colo. rampage narrowly escaped being shot last month
- Security at movie theaters comes into focus in wake of shootings
- People with same name as suspect hounded on social media
- Witnesses react online to 'Dark Knight' theater shooting