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  • 6
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    ago

    Philly building inspector's last words: 'It was my fault'

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    By By David Chang and Vince Lattanzio, NBCPhiladelphia.com

    The lead inspector of a Center City building that collapsed last week is dead after committing suicide, Philadelphia city officials confirmed Thursday.

    "I was just astounded to find this out," Mayor Michael Nutter said. "We're really talking about a city in pain right now and trying to recover."

    Ronald Wagenhoffer, 52, was found dead around 9:30 Wednesday night of an apparent suicide, Deputy Mayor Everett Gillison said at a news conference Thursday morning.

    NBC10 Philadelphia learned that Wagenhoffer left a final video message for his family before killing himself, where he admits he was at fault.

    "It was my fault. I should have looked at those guys working, and I didn't. When I saw it was too late. I should have parked my truck and went over there but I didn't. I'm sorry." On the cell phone video, Wagenhoffer said he couldn't sleep because six people died and 13 others were injured in the collapse.

    Law enforcement sources say Wagenhoffer shot himself once in the chest inside his pickup truck along a wooded section of the 100 block of Shawmont Avenue in the Roxborough neighborhood of Philadelphia. That's less than a mile from his home.

    "I think what you have here is a 16-year-employee who cared very deeply about his job," said Nutter. "We don't know all the things that may have been going through his mind."

    Wagenhoffer did not leave behind a physical note instead opting for the video. 

    A source close to the investigation who did not want to be named because they aren't authorized to speak publicly about the case, said Wagenhoffer had been grieving for days and felt responsible. They said Wagenhoffer did not take any time off after the collapse because he thought sticking to his work routine might help him deal with the tragedy.

    Nutter, who is in Chicago, was asked if Wagenhoffer should have been placed on leave after the building collapse."Each of us deals with our grief and sorrow and any sense of responsibility in a different way. I'm not going to second guess his judgment to keep working," Nutter responded. He said Wagenhoffer had been in constant contact with his supervisor and was offered time off, but declined.

    City officials said Wagenhoffer visited the demolition site of an adjacent building, 2134 Market Street, on May 14 after a citizen expressed safety concerns. During his inspection, no violations were found.

    L&I records also show Wagenhoffer completed and passed an initial inspection at 2136 Market Street on February 25.

    L&I Commissioner Carlton Williams called Wagenhoffer an outstanding employee.

    “He was a dedicated civil servant who did his job," he said. "He started in the Department of Public Property and moved his way up through the ranks as one of our top code officials in the Department of Licenses & Inspections."

    Last Wednesday, the four-story outer wall of 2136 Market Street crumbled onto the Salvation Army Thrift Store next door. Six people were killed in the collapse -- three employees and three patrons. The wall also buried 13 others who were in different areas throughout the store, including the basement. They were eventually rescued by citizens and first responders.

    Excavator operator Kane R. Robert, also known as Sean Benschop, stands charged in the collapse. Investigators with the District Attorney's homicide unit say he tested positive for the pain killer Percocet and marijuana on the day of the collapse. They allege he was in no condition to operate heavy machinery. A grand jury has been convened to investigate the circumstances surrounding the collapse.

    City officials said that fellow employees and Commissioner Williams reached out to Wagenhoffer in the days after the collapse.

    "This man did nothing wrong," Deputy Mayor Gillison said. "The department did what it was supposed to do under the code that existed at the time."

    Nutter said the city is also encouraging other employees to get emotional support if they need it.

    "Obviously I don't know why this happened, but we've tried to send a message out certainly to all of our public employees who are deeply affected by this, especially those who worked with Ron," Nutter said.

    Wagenhoffer leaves behind a wife, Michele and 7-year-old son.

    Deputy Mayor Gillison added there are five investigations underway regarding the collapse and that the city is "proud" of L&I's work.
    Griffin Campbell was the contractor overseeing the demolition. In a statement released by his attorney Kenneth Edelin, he said "heartfelt condolences go to the family of the inspector."

    "We also continue to pray for the families of those that were lost, and for the health and speedy recovery of those that were injured," the statement continued.

    231 comments

    I can't even begin to fathom the thought of feeling responsible for peoples' deaths. But I also can't imagine intentionally leaving behind a wife with a 7 year old son to raise either. Nope, suicide is not the way out.

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  • 23
    May
    2013
    12:51pm, EDT

    One every 18 hours: Military suicide rate still high despite hard fight to stem deaths

    By Bill Briggs, NBC News contributor

    Amid a raft of Pentagon initiatives to slow its suicide crisis, a new Army report Thursday showed the pace of self-inflicted deaths among soldiers — and all service members — has barely budged so far this year from the record rate the military suffered during 2012. 


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    Through April, the U.S. military has recorded 161 potential suicides in 2013 among active-duty troops, reservists and National Guard members — a pace of one suicide about every 18 hours. The Army, the largest contingent of the armed forces, sustained 109 reported suicides during the first four months, according its latest report.

    Last year, when self-inflicted military deaths outstripped the number of troops killed in combat, there was one suicide every 17 hours among all active-duty, reserve and National Guard members, according to figures gathered from each branch. 


    "We are still continuing to fight this problem with the same intensiveness," said Cynthia O. Smith, a Pentagon spokeswoman. "We are still focused on preventing suicides from occurring in the Department of Defense. We are doing everything we can to ensure that service members are getting the proper health care they need to prevent this type of event from happening. 

    "It concerns us deeply." 

    The number of suicides the military has suffered in recent years has brought new initiatives and programs aimed at stemming the epidemic. But advocates fear the rate will climb in coming years as more troops are drawn down in Afghanistan.

    And research published last week has experts concerned that American troops who survived multiple nearby IED blasts while in Afghanistan and Iraq now are at greater jeopardy for harming themselves.

    People who have suffered numerous mild traumatic brain injuries — or concussions — carry a higher suicide risk, according to the first study to make that connection. 

    "We’re starting to see now: It’s the build up, it’s the accumulation of brain injuries that increases the risk for suicide,” said Craig Bryan, the study’s lead author, assistant professor of psychology at the University of Utah, and associate director of the National Center for Veterans Studies.

    The research team made that correlation by surveying 161 troops who served in Iraq, were evaluated for TBIs — some reporting as many as 15 — and who acknowledged later enduring suicidal thoughts or behaviors, according to the study, published last week in the medical journal JAMA Psychiatry.

    Courtesy of Jeremy Lattimer

    Marine Sgt. Jeremy Lattimer, far left, stands with members of his squad in Iraq. Lattimer received a mild TBI from an IED blast. He has not struggled with suicidal thoughts but he is working through the symptoms of his TBI at a military hospital.

    One in five surveyed veterans who had sustained more than one TBI also experienced thoughts about — or preoccupation with — suicide, the study found. For patients who received one TBI, 6.9 percent reported having suicidal thoughts. And the soldiers surveyed who never were diagnosed with a TBI reported no suicidal ideations, the study showed.

    Marine Sgt. Jeremy Lattimer, 26, who earned a Bronze Star for his 2009 actions in Afghanistan, can count at least three concussions he’s sustained through sports and combat — moments when he briefly lost consciousness. 

    Military doctors believe he sustained a mild TBI in 2005 during an IED detonation. Six years later, he developed speaking, hearing and sleep problems often affiliated with mild brain injuries. A brain scan later confirmed that Lattimer had suffered a past TBI, he said.

    But some of “the biggest blasts” that he and his fellow unit members experienced in combat came from their own outgoing rockets, added Lattimer, an outpatient at Walter Reed National Military Medical Center where he’s receiving TBI treatment and therapy.

    Courtesy Jeremy Lattimer

    Marine Sgt. Jeremy Lattimer, right, receives the Bronze Star in 2011. He earned the award for his 2009 actions in Afghanistan: While under machine gun fire, he maneuvered his squad in a position to help other troops escape an enemy ambush.

    “They put out a tremendous blast wave. One (firing episode) was close enough to ring my bell more intensely than the IEDs that went off in my vicinity,” Lattimer said. “To get back into my train of thought, to read my GPS, it took a minute or two before my brain kicked back in. It’s like you’re in a daze.”

    The Pentagon’s own tally shows 266,810 service members received a traumatic brain injuries between 2000 and 2012. More than 80 percent of those TBIs were not deployment-related cases. Many occurred amid crashes of privately owned cars and military vehicles. 

    In March, more than 50 members of Congress formally asked Defense Secretary Chuck Hagel to investigate whether mild TBIs sustained in American troops may be fueling the military’s suicide crisis.

    41 comments

    No matter who is / was in office ... this is a ridiculous tragedy. And mostly preventable. We need to begin taking mental health seriously in this country before it is way too late. And people, we need to start looking out for each other. And that includes our military brothers and sisters.

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  • 16
    May
    2013
    4:49pm, EDT

    Jodi Arias should die, victim's brother and sister tell Phoenix jury

    The jury took only three hours Wednesday to decide that Jodi Arias was guilty of premeditated murder with aggravating circumstances. Her legal team is now fighting to prove she doesn't deserve the death penalty. NBC's Diana Alvear reports.

    By M. Alex Johnson, NBC News

    In tear-filled statements, the brother and sister of the man Jodi Arias was convicted of murdering told jurors Thursday that his brutal killing had ripped the heart out of the family.

    Jurors were hearing arguments over whether Arias deserves to die for killing Travis Alexander in 2008. The same jurors found Wednesday that she had been "especially cruel" in his slaying, which could justify the death penalty under Arizona law.


    "Travis was our strength, our constant beacon of hope, our motivation, and his presence has been ripped from our lives," Samantha Alexander, a police officer and one of Alexander's seven brothers and sisters, said in a 15-minute statement, during which she repeatedly had to stop to choke back tears.

    Steven Alexander said he continues to suffer nightmares since his brother's death.

    "I've had dreams of my brother curled up in the shower, groaning and left to wait for days," he said. "I don't want to have to see my brother's murderer anymore."


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    Arias, 29 — who stabbed Alexander 27 times, slashed his throat and shot him after he was already dead, all of which she said she did in self-defense — put her hand to her mouth and appeared to wipe away tears as Alexander's siblings struggled their way through the victim impact statements.

    Arias' lead attorney, Kirk Nurmi, told the jurors that they could no longer consider the issue of whether to sentence her to die a "hypothetical," because "she's right here. This is the girl right here."

    Nurmi reminded jurors that they had pledged to "consider giving life" even if they found aggravating circumstances.

    "That is what you committed to do, and ladies and gentlemen, that is what we expect you to do," he said.

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    Put her is a cell with Castro, they deserve each other

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  • 15
    May
    2013
    6:19pm, EDT

    Arizona jurors declare Jodi Arias eligible for death penalty

    A jury took only three hours to decide that Jodie Arias was guilty of pre-meditated murder, but her legal team is now fighting to prove she does not deserve the death penalty. NBC's Diana Alvear reports.

    By M. Alex Johnson, staff writer, NBC News

    The Phoenix jury that convicted Jodi Arias of first-degree murder last week needed only a few hours Wednesday to decide that her conduct was so extreme that it could merit the death penalty.

    Jurors announced that they had found that Arias had been "especially cruel" in killing Travis Alexander in 2008. That would constitute an aggravating factor that Arizona law says could justify the death penalty.

    The jury will return to court Thursday to hear new testimony and arguments as it begins deciding whether Arias should die or should spend the rest of her life in prison.


    "The last thing that Mr. Alexander felt as he lay there and as he was looking up was this knife and this woman and this blade coming towards him," Deputy Maricopa County Atorney Juan Martinez, the prosecutor, told jurors. 

    "And it was only death that relieved that pain, and it was only death that relieved that anguish," he said. "And that is especially cruel."


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    Arias' attorney, Kirk Nurmi, argued that Arias' conduct wasn't "a matter of cruelty" on its own. Instead, he said, jurors had to be convinced that Arias went "beyond (the) normal cruelty that's inherent in any first-degree murder."

    The sentencing phase of the trial had been scheduled to begin last Thursday, but it was postponed without an official explanation. Sheriff's deputies arrested an 18-year-old man the same day and charged him with threatening to bomb the courthouse where Arias was tried.

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    328 comments

    Please please please... Make it life in Prison without Parole EVER. (Cheaper for us in the long run). To be forced to be somewhere where she doesn't want to be and feels she shouldn't be, will be wonderful.

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  • 13
    May
    2013
    9:36pm, EDT

    Arizona murderer Jodi Arias taken off suicide watch, back in regular jail

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    Jodi Arias listens during closing arguments in her murder trial Friday, May 3.

    By M. Alex Johnson, staff writer, NBC News

    Jodi Arias is off suicide watch after an evaluation established that she wasn't a threat to herself — even though she said she hoped a Phoenix jury would sentence her to death for killing her former boyfriend — authorities said Monday.

    Arias, 32, was convicted of first-degree murder last week for killing Travis Alexander in 2008. In an interview afterward with KSAZ-TV of Phoenix, she said she would "rather get death than life" and that death was the "ultimate freedom."


    Maricopa County sheriff's officials said Monday that Arias had been transferred back to the inmate population at the county's Estrella Jail for women after having been observed on suicide watch for five days in a psychiatric ward, The Arizona Republic reported.


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    The jury that convicted Arias is scheduled to reconvene on Wednesday to determine whether she should face death or life in prison. 

    That phase of the trial was supposed to have started last Thursday, but it was postponed without an official explanation. Sheriff's deputies also arrested an 18-year-old man that day and charged him with threatening to bomb the courthouse where Arias was tried.

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    170 comments

    "If I killed him, I would BEG for death." Hmmmm...........ok.............works for me.

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  • 5
    May
    2013
    11:31am, EDT

    'Person of interest' in Minnesota woman's disappearance dies after self-inflicted gun shot

    Eden Prairie Police

    Mandy Marie Matula ha s been missing since Thursday, April 2. The main suspect in the case has killed himself.

    By Craig Giammona, NBCNews.com

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    David Marshall Roe, was a person of interest in the disappearance of Mandy Marie Matula. He fatally shot himself in a police parking lot.

    A man who police hoped to question in the disappearance of a 24-year-old Minnesota woman died Saturday night — two days after shooting himself in a parking lot outside the Eden Prairie police station.

     David Marshall Roe, 24, was considered a person of interest in the disappearance of Mandy Matula, local police said in a statement. Roe was confirmed dead Saturday night by the Hennepin County medical examiner.

    Police in Eden Prairie, a city located about 20 miles southwest of Minneapolis, said Roe and Matula were together at Miller Park around 1:30 a.m. Thursday morning and were traveling in a black Ford Escape when they were last seen. Matula was reported missing Thursday morning at 8:30 a.m.

    As police investigated Matula's disappearance Thursday they identified Roe as a person of interest and asked him to visit the police station for questioning. When he arrived, Roe shot himself in his vehicle, police said.

    Wayne Matula told KARE his daughter Mandy was still friends with ex-boyfriend Roe after they had broken up last fall.

    Meanwhile, the search for Matula is ongoing and has focused on an area around Eden Prairie Road, near Miller Park, where searchers found what police called "an unfired piece of ammunition" Saturday. Wayne Matula told KARE that neighbors in the area heard gunshots Wednesday night.

    Police have not confirmed if the bullet has any connection to Matula's disappearance.

    Wayne Matula said Roe came to their home Wednesday night to speak with his daughter. She sat in his parked car outside the family's house, leaving her purse, cell phone and keys inside. A short time later when Wayne Matula looked out to check on the two and the car was gone.

    The next morning the family contacted Roe to check where she was, and Roe told them they had argued and she got out of the car at Miller Park, her father told KARE.

    About 300 volunteers searchers have been looking for Matula since Thursday.

    "We're not going to give up hope, we're not going to stop," Natalia Becker, a friend of Matula's, told KARE.

     

     

     

     
     

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    Poor girl. The least this scumbag could have done was left a note as to her whereabouts.

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  • 5
    May
    2013
    5:50am, EDT

    'Red Flags': Army takes note as vet rapper Soldier Hard's lyrics tackle suicide

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    Jeff Barillaro, aka Soldier Hard, is an Iraq War veteran who has put his hip-hop talents to work. Barillaro sings gritty songs he hopes will raise awareness of PTSD and suicide.

    By Bill Briggs, NBC News contributor

    A hip-hop song beseeching battle buddies to be on watch for suicidal signals among their peers is being used — informally for now — within the Army as a prevention tool to help the branch stem an ongoing suicide crisis.

    “Red Flags,” penned and recorded by former Army tank gunner Jeff Barillaro, was created as an urgent call for current troops as well as Iraq and Afghanistan veterans not to ignore or miss the sometimes-subtle yet often-obvious behavioral changes known to precede many suicides, Barillaro said.

    “We’ve seen the red flags but we were blind to them,” said Barillaro, an Iraq War veteran who performs under the stage name Soldier Hard. Many of his songs and videos draw on his own raw experiences with a diagnosis of severe Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.

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    Through the end of March, the Army reported 81 apparent suicides this year among active-duty, Army Reserve and National Guard troops — one death every 26.7 hours. (Some cases remain under investigation). The fatal pace has increased slightly. During 2012, the Army reported 324 suicides within those groups — one death every 27 hours, according to the Pentagon. The latest estimate from the Department of Veterans Affairs showed that 22 veterans commit suicide daily.

    The Army — the branch most significantly impacted by suicides — has implemented an array of anti-suicide initiatives, but an Army Reserve adviser in Connecticut sees such a potent message in Barillaro’s lyrics, he believes the song can save lives.


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    “I want to share his music with anyone willing ,to listen. I think anyone can relate to 'Red Flags,' " said Army 1st Sgt. Steve Kreider, who is based at an Army Reserve Center in Middletown, Conn. “It strikes a chord that this is something we really need to keep an eye open for. There are warning signs we have to recognize not only in other people but in ourselves — I'm being reclusive or I'm drinking too much — these are all signs that something is going on in your life that could be detrimental down the road." 

    'Maybe we can stop it'
    Kreider has shared “Red Flags” with some of his soldiers in Connecticut — and "for everyone of them, it's had a positive impact," he said. Meanwhile, another Army veteran recently played the song for soldiers at Fort Knox, Ky., Kreider said. 

    Moreover, Kreider has now shared the video "with a lot of different higher-ranking people. I'm sure that they're looking at it closely to see if this is something that would fit the mold of what the military can utilize as a tool," he said. 

    "And if not, word of mouth is a powerful took itself," he added. "It's close to going viral." 

    Since the song’s video was released April 17 on YouTube, it has received nearly 17,000 views. The lyrics are rooted in two actual suicides that stuck hard with Barillaro as he researched the topic by clicking through a blur of military obituaries.

    The first verse details a well-decorated Iraq War veteran who, once he shed his uniform and medals, lost his pride yet gained anger while grappling with PSTD, a traumatic brain injury, alcoholism and isolation before clutching a gun and scrawling a farewell note: “I’m better off dead.” In verse two, an active-duty soldier is devastated by survivor guilt after the combat loss of a close friend. He ultimately hanged himself in his bedroom. (Two soldiers pictured in the video are living service members who allowed their images to be used.)

    Iraq War veteran and hip-hop artist Jeff "Soldier Hard" Barillaro discovered that sharing his experience with PTSD in music helped him and other veterans deal with the effects of the condition. Barillaro talks to MSNBC's Alex Witt.

    “He was a hard charger but now he’s just ate up,” Soldier Hard sings of the second man.

    “‘Ate up’ – that’s a military term for being all messed up, for not being a good soldier anymore. This guy used to be good but after he came back, he just shut down,” Barillaro said. “That’s a red flag. But we didn’t see that.

    “Real topics. People can relate to these. I decided to turn their stories into a song,” he added. “A lot of these guys, they’re showing signs before they actually do it. I decided I had to do something. Maybe we can stop it.”

    Related: 

    • Soldier Hard's hip-hop lyrics reveal PTSD's rough edges
    • Some wounded vets thrive on 'Alive Day,' others wear black
    • One inch: Death in combat hinges on the tiniest margins

     

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    Soldier Hard: Thanks for your service both in uniform and after.

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  • 4
    May
    2013
    3:53am, EDT

    Financial strain pushes many veterans to the breaking point

    Courtesy Adam Legg

    Navy veteran Adam Legg said a long jobless spell after tours of duty in Iraq and Afghanistan left him feeling hopeless and led him to "go weeks without smiling, walking around like a shadow, like you're not there."

    By Bill Briggs, NBC News contributor

    Hundreds of thousands of Iraq and Afghanistan veterans have been flying home to a fresh fox hole: A debt crater that’s sucking in entire military families and could be helping to fuel the veteran suicide crisis.

    Courtesy Adam Legg

    "I was a watch commander where I had 25 to 30 people working beneath me, in charge of millions of dollars worth of ammunitions, weapons, vehicles, computers," said Adam Legg, a Navy veteran. "And then when I come home, not only can I not find a job, I can't take care of my family."

    A bad job market, a long backlog for federal disability benefits, and occasionally unwise spending habits have been conspiring to strain the financial and mental health of many veterans, experts say.

    "We keep hearing of suicides rising. How much pressure do you think one person can take?" asks Christopher Fitzpatrick, deputy director of VeteransPlus, a nonprofit that has fielded more than 170,000 calls from ex-service members with imminent financial concerns. 


    "No one wants to talk about the fact that there are other reasons, besides PTSD, for suicide at 2 in the morning. You know how we know? We have an online form people use to contact us, and we get those emails — they’re sent at 1, 2, 3, 4 in the morning. People are reaching out, literally: 'Can you please help me? I’m losing everything.'"

    It's a problem that could get even worse in coming years, with more than one million service members expected to make the transition to civilian life.

    Navy veteran Adam Legg, 30, ran into financial trouble following two tours in Iraq and one in Afghanistan. A jobless and hopeless period that began after his service separation in 2009 led him to "go weeks without smiling, walking around like a shadow, like you're not there," he said.

    He couldn't secure a job at his local McDonald's or at dozens of other companies to which he applied in Central Florida. With a wife, Melissa, and a young daughter to feed, he maxed out a credit card that he was able to pay off with money he'd saved during his eight years in the Navy. 

    'Very, very dark place'
    But bigger bills — like the mortgage — went untouched. After losing his Florida home to foreclosure and two cars to repossession, Legg said he began to consider suicide. 

    "When you feel like you can’t take care of your family, feed them, shelter them, it’s a very, very dark place. A feeling of uselessness that maybe they would be better off if you’re not around," Legg said. 

    "We've been below the poverty line, absolutely. I was a watch commander where I had 25 to 30 people working beneath me, in charge of millions of dollars worth of ammunitions, weapons, vehicles, computers. And then when I come home, not only can I not find a job, I can’t take care of my family. If it weren’t for my wife, if she was not supportive the way she was, I really don’t think I’d be here right now."

    According to VeteransPlus, fewer than 20 percent of their clients have stockpiled a six-month savings cushion while serving in Iraq or Afghanistan despite untaxed, hazardous-duty wages that fattened paychecks.

    Some returning veterans planned to live off their credit cards until landing civilian work, even though the veteran unemployment rate is two points higher than the civilian rate, Fitzpatrick said. Some expected to support themselves via VA benefits, apparently unaware that average wait time for that money approaches — and sometimes eclipses — one year.  

    The Pentagon urges military personnel and their families to bank some money while in the service. This year, during “Military Saves Week," service members were reminded to “set a goal, make a place and save automatically.” Service members also can take advantage of the Thrift Savings Plan, a federally sponsored retirement savings and investment program resembling a civilian 401(k).

    But even some of those who build up savings while serving abroad find their stash exhausted after buying gifts for family and plucking shiny toys, like motorcycles, for themselves when they come home from war, according to VeteransPlus.

    "We don’t like using the word ‘entitlement,’ but often that’s what it really is for these young men and women who feel like they’ve served their country and are coming home with some money and ‘now it’s my turn,’" Fitzpatrick said. 

    Move west, young man
    For Legg, the way out was to escape Florida, not his life. He and his wife packed up their daughter, dog, cat and remaining belongings and recently drove to the Pacific Northwest. Two things lured the Legg family to Baker City, Ore.: a lower cost of living and its proximity to a military-friendly college, Eastern Oregon University. 

    He's now a full-time student, living off of his GI Bill and his VA benefits for a diagnosed anxiety disorder (not PTSD), damaged knees, a bad back, and an injured left arm — combat baggage that requires daily Vicodin consumption. They live in a small, rented house.

    Melissa was scheduled to deliver their second child last Wednesday. Soon, Legg plans to file for bankruptcy. 

    Courtesy Adam Legg

    Navy veteran Adam Legg and his family moved to Oregon from Florida.

    "I have no choice. We're at that rock bottom line," he said. "I'm not the only one. Of the (veteran) friends I've kept up with, most are struggling." 

    Many veterans panic when they face getting kicked out of their homes, or must decide between buying food or diapers, said Kristy Kauffman, executive director of Code of Support, an Alexandria, Va.-based nonprofit that proclaims to "bridge the gap between civilian and military America."

    "It happens far too often. We get at least one call, email, or referral every week," she said.

    Kaufmann agrees with Fitzpatrick that poverty is one factor behind the veteran suicide rate, adding: "It does increase the risk." 

    "The vast majority of those who have worn the uniform," she said, "are imbued with a strong sense of mission and pride in 'getting it done.' For those who have trouble reintegrating into the civilian world — whether due to physical or mental health issues, or lack of employment opportunities — it's that loss of mission that seems most debilitating."

    Related:

    • Companies honored for hiring and supporting veterans
    • Pentagon looks to cut up to 50,000 civilians over 5 years
    • Hiring Our Heroes job fair part of week-long, national hiring push

    644 comments

    This ties in with the story about middle-aged men committing suicide at higher rates. Unfortunately there is no easy solution when it comes to money problems. Our country is nearly 17 trillion dollars in debt and in the new and improved global economy companies know they can move production anywhere …

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  • 29
    Apr
    2013
    9:34pm, EDT

    Ohio high schooler attempts suicide in front of classmates

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    Parents and other family members cross under a police line to check on their children, on April 29, at LaSalle High School in Cincinnati, where a high school student pulled out a gun and shot himself in a classroom on Monday.

    By Andrew Rafferty, Staff Writer, NBC News

    An Ohio student was in critical condition after shooting himself in an apparent suicide attempt that took place during a class Monday at an all-male Catholic high school in Cincinnati, police said.


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    The student, whose name has not been released at the request of the parents, pulled out a semi-automatic handgun shortly after 9 a.m. on Monday during an honors-level leadership class at La Salle High School, according to authorities.  

    Then, in the same room as 22 other students, he tried to end his life, police said.

    The school was immediately placed on lock down and no other students were injured.

    The youth was taken to a nearby hospital where the student is "fighting for his life," Greg Tankersley, La Salle's director of community development, told reporters.

    Tankersley said the teen is an honors student who has completed more than 80 hours of community service and is working to become an Eagle Scout. 

    Following the incident, the family released a statement:  “We thank all of you for your thoughts and prayers. We ask that the media please respect our privacy at this time so we can do what we need to do for our son and our family. We also ask that friends of our son and family please refrain from Facebook and Twitter comments. We appreciate the heroic efforts of UC Medical Center staff as they care for our son.”

    Authorities have thus far not commented on how the student brought the gun into a classroom. Late Monday police swept the school with K-9 units as a precaution.

    Distressed 911 calls from students reveal the chaos and panic that ensued following the single gun shot. Many in the room were unaware at the time that it was a suicide attempt and thought it could be an active shooter.

    "We're at La Salle High School and there is a guy with a gun," one student frantically told the Hamilton County 911 dispatcher.
    Groups of students huddled together throughout the high school as authorities arrived. 

    School officials praised Green Township Police and the Hamilton County Sheriff's Office for quickly responding and securing the scene. After the scene was deemed secure, students who had gathered in the gym were allowed to leave with parents. Counselors were also on hand to speak with the kids.

    Classes will resume Tuesday with an all-school prayer service at LaSalle, officials said.

    "We think it's important to have our young men back in the building so we can talk about it with them and help them deal with this situation," said Tankersley.

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    I hope this young man and his family receive nothing but compassion and mercy. He must have been miserable to do this and I hope he gets the help he needs. We need to wake up and start realizing that instead of material possessions our kids need love and guidance and to know that their lives are wor …

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    2013
    8:50pm, EDT

    Family of California teen who committed suicide plans to sue alleged attackers

    Pott family via Zuma Press / file

    By M. Alex Johnson, staff writer, NBC News

    The parents of a 15-year-old California girl who committed suicide after pictures of her being sexually assaulted were posted onlineplan to sue the three teenage boys accused of attacking her, the family's attorney said Monday.

    Audrie Pott of Saratoga, near San Jose, hanged herself Sept. 10, a week after she was assaulted while she was intoxicated and unconscious. The family's lawyer, Robert Allard, said Audrie felt she was being bullied after photos of the assault were disseminated through text messages and email at Saratoga High School.


    Allard said he was filing the wrongful death lawsuit to force more information to be made public, NBC Bay Area reported.

    NBC News usually doesn't name the alleged victims of sexual assault, but Audrie's parents have asked that her story be told. 


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    At a news conference Monday in San Jose, Audrie's mother, Sheila Pott, said she and her ex-husband, Larry Pott, were working to persuade lawmakers to stiffen penalties in California for cyber-bullying and to treat juveniles as adults in some cases of sexual assault. 

    "If this could happen to my daughter, this could happen to anyone," Sheila Pott said.

    Related: California case another three-part tragedy of rape, cyber bullying and suicide

    The three boys, whose names haven't been released because they are juveniles, were arrested last week and are expected to appear in court Tuesday. In a statement, their attorneys said: 

    "Much of what has been reported over the last several days is inaccurate. Most disturbing is the attempt to link Audrey's suicide to the specific actions of these three boys." 

    Audrie's name is misspelled in the statement.

    On a website started by her family, Audrie is described as a gifted art student who played the viola and the piano. She was part of a middle school band that played for at Barack Obama's presidential inauguration, it says.

    A candlelight vigil is scheduled Friday at Saratoga High School.

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    If it was my daughter, I don't care if I went to prison or not, those little F*#kers would dissapear down an industrial strength garbage disposal.

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    Apr
    2013
    2:04pm, EDT

    California case another three-part tragedy of rape, cyber bullying and suicide

    Pott Family / Zuma Press, file

    Audrie Pott in an undated photo provided by her family.

     

    By Craig Giammona, NBC News

    Three boys accused of sexually assaulting a 15-year-old California girl who took her own life after pictures of the attack were posted online are due in court this week, as authorities ramp up their investigation into the latest case involving rape and cyber bullying.

    NBC Bay Area reported that three 16-year-olds from Saratoga, a town of about 30,000 that is 13 miles west of San Jose, were arrested last week in connection with the September 2012 sexual assault of Audrie Pott.


    Pott, 15, hanged herself eight days after the alleged assault, apparently despondent after photos of the attack were posted online and shared among classmates at Saratoga High School.

    Pott's parents have said they did even not know about the attack until after their daughter's death. The parents have been in seclusion since the three boys were arrested, but they plan to speak publicly about the case at a news conference scheduled for Monday, according to NBC Bay Area.

    "We're talking about, other than murdering someone, the highest degree of a crime you could possibly do, which is to violate them in the worst of ways ... and then to effectively rub her face in it afterwards," Robert Allard, the attorney representing the girl's mother, father and step-mother, told the Associated Press on Friday.

    Allard said Pott was intoxicated and unconscious when the assault occurred, and that "there were multiple boys in the room with her."


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    Lawyers for the boys, whose names have not been released because they are minors, released a statement on Friday asking for the public to withhold judgement until their clients can tell their side of the story, the San Jose Mercury News reported.

    "Much of what has been reported over the last several days is inaccurate. Most disturbing is the attempt to link (Audrie's) suicide to the specific actions of these three boys," the statement from San Jose attorneys Eric Geffon, Alan Lagod and Benjamin Williams reads. "We are hopeful that everyone understands that these boys, none of whom have ever been in trouble with the law, are to be regarded as innocent."

    The boys are currently in a juvenile hall, although no charges have been formally filed, and are expected to appear in court on Tuesday, according to NBC Bay Area.

    The incident occurred over Labor Day weekend last year in a prosperous Silicon Valley suburb on the west side of the Santa Clara Valley  that is known for its wineries and high-end boutiques.

    The AP said Pott was at a sleepover at a friend's house when the unaccompanied teens got into liquor.

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    At some point, Pott went upstairs to sleep and "woke up to the worst nightmare possible," Allard told the AP.

    The attorney said Pott soon "found an abundance of material online about that night, including pictures and emails." She also determined that the alleged attackers were boys she had considered friends. Pott then wrote on Facebook that the whole school  knew what happened and that her life was ruined, Allard said.

    Members of the Pott family recently accused the alleged attackers of destroying evidence in the case, writing on Facebook that the "the boys who we believe responsible for Audrie's death took deliberate steps to destroy evidence and interfere with the police investigation." The family asked students with information about the case to come forward.

    Santa Clara Country Sheriff Laurie Smith confirmed to NBC Bay Area that her department believes they're missing a key piece of evidence, which she described as a "critical electronic device" that has not been turned over.

    The arrests of the three boys Thursday pushed the Saratoga case into the national spotlight, coming on the heels of the rape trial in Steubenville, Ohio, and the news that authorities in Canada are reopening their investigation in the case of 17-year-old suicide victim Rehtaeh Parsons.

    Parsons, of Halifax, Nova Scotia, was photographed during a sexual assault in November, 2011, then allegedly bullied online. Parson was taken off life support Sunday, April 7 — three days after hanging herself.

    The Audrie Pott Foundation announced on Saturday it would hold a candlelight vigil at Saratago High School next Friday night.

    The Associated Press contributed to this story

     

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    Lets see how long it takes for comments blaming the victim to fill this thread. rather than thinking critically about the alleged rapists it seems many people focus solely on the behavior of the victim. 3... 2... 1...

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  • 12
    Apr
    2013
    8:42am, EDT

    Rick Warren: Son who killed himself had unregistered gun

    Saddleback Valley Community Church via Reuters

    Matthew Warren, the son of popular American evangelical pastor Rick Warren

    By Matthew DeLuca, Staff Writer, NBC News

    Evangelical pastor Rick Warren said that his son, who killed himself last week after a prolonged battle with mental illness, bought an unregistered gun over the Internet.


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    “Someone on the internet sold Matthew an unregistered gun,” Warren said Thursday on Twitter. “I pray he seeks God’s forgiveness. I forgive him.”

    The youngest son of the popular pastor and author, 27-year-old Matthew Warren committed suicide last Friday. Warren’s Saddleback Valley Community Church in Lake Forest, Calif., announced his death the next day.

    “In spite of America’s best doctors, meds, counselors, and prayers for healing, the torture of mental illness never subsided,” Warren wrote in a letter to church members. “Today, after a fun evening together with Kay and me, in a momentary wave of despair at his home, he took his life.”

    The Orange County sheriff’s department has struggled to determine where the gun came from, The Associated Press reported. It is practically impossible to trace, sheriff’s spokesman Jim Amormino said.

    “We can’t tell if it’s registered or not because the serial number is scratched off,” Amormino said. “At one point in time, it may have been, but it’s going to be impossible to find out.”

    Background checks are required on all gun purchases in California, and defacing or altering a gun’s serial number is a federal crime.

    The Orange County sheriff’s department was called to Matthew Warren’s home in Mission Viejo last Friday afternoon. They found him dead of an apparent suicide by gunshot, estimated to have been fired seven hours earlier.

    The church called the pastor’s son “an incredibly kind, gentle and compassionate young man whose sweet spirit was encouragement and comfort to many” in a statement. “Unfortunately, he also suffered from mental illness resulting in deep depression and suicidal thoughts.”

    Rick Warren delivered an invocation at President Barack Obama’s inauguration in January 2009, and is the bestselling author of “The Purpose Driven Life.” He has tweeted regularly about his son’s death.

    Suicides accounted for 19,392 of the more than 31,000 gun-related deaths in 2010, according to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention.

    Related:

    • Pastor Rick Warren's son, Matthew, commits suicide, church says
    • Rick Warren on updating 'Purpose Driven Life' for 2013
    • Rick Warren: Pastor in the political spotlight

     

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    How many suicide hangings are done with unregistered ropes? Or suicide wrists slit with unregistered razors?

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